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COMING
BACK HOME
©2006
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music® (BMI)
You've
been gone so long,
Seems
longer than it's really been
I
don't know what went wrong,
But
I can't wait to have you home again
You
were so lost to me; you were so far away
We
couldn't find common ground or too much to say
You're
coming back home where I want you to be
You're
coming back home; and I know there's uncertainty
You're
coming back home;
You're
coming back home to me
We
had our differences, and you know we always will
All
of the consequences, baby, they won't go away until
You
turn your mind around and you make the choice
To
turn your life around and raise your voice
You're
coming back home where I want you to be
You're
coming back home; but I want you to see
You're
coming back home&ldots;you're coming back home to me
Don't
let the past whisper to you
Don't
let the ghosts come through your door
Don't
let the echoes haunt you any more
Come
back home where you want to be
You're
coming back home; I know there's uncertainty
You're
coming back home; where I want you to be
You're
coming back home&ldots;you're coming back home to me
BURN
©2006
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
I
thought that we were past the desperation,
But
it's flamed into a raging fire
My
life is burning down around me
And
I can't hold my true desire
I
can feel the flames; they reach to my knees
I
can feel the flames; they are burning me
I
can feel the fire, it's everywhere I turn, and all I seem to do is burn
I've
lost so much that I can't see the losing,
I've
hurt so much that I can't feel the pain
I
wish that I could find a way to tell you
I
never want to see your face again
I
can feel the flames; they reach to my knees
I
can feel the flames; they are burning me
I
can feel the fire, it's everywhere I turn, and all I seem to do is burn
I
should have known by now; I could have told you how this would be
We
stand on shattered ground, and you place all the blame on me
I've
always been the one you turned to,
But
now you always try to take me down
It's
funny how things seem so much smoother
Any
time you're not around
I
can feel the flames; they reach to my knees
I
can feel the flames; they are burning me
I
can feel the fire, it's everywhere I turn, and all I seem to do is burn
TEN
THOUSAND ARROWS
©2006
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
I
don't fit in to this puzzle, but the pieces slide into place for you
I've
tried but I can't seem to change my point of view
I
carry around this burden that you tell me to ignore
But
ten thousand arrows have pierced my heart before
And
I watch the arrows flying; I hear the silence grow
It's
not for a lack of trying, but a lack of what I know
If
I could I'd pack up these feelings into a little blue box
Put
them high on a hard-to-reach shelf
Where
you can barely reach the top
I'd
leave them there to wither; I'd wait for them to die
Listening
for the echo of this silent urge to cry
And
I watch the arrows flying; I feel them pierce my skin
I
try to shine up my armor, but the steel is much too thin
So
I carry around this burden that I cannot ignore
Hiding
in the stillness from the wolf outside my door
And
ten thousand arrows have pierced my heart before
Ten
thousand arrows have pierced my heart before
INSIDE
THE BLUE
©2006
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
Well
she hit this wall going full steam ahead;
She
should have seen it coming
She
knew that curve was there; she just kept on running
All
she wanted was to find herself standing right next to you,
But
she fell to the earth and she kept on falling through
She
just wanted to dream this dream with you
She
just wanted to get there; she just wanted to go through
She
just wanted to touch that sky and get lost inside the blue
She
just wanted to dream this dream with you
She
rolled over and found herself all the way on the other side
Now
she's got to get back up and put herself in stride
Put
her feet on solid ground and keep straight on ahead
Keep
in mind those loving words you said
She
just wanted to get there; she just wanted to go through
She
just wanted to touch that sky and get lost inside the blue
She
just wanted to dream this dream with you
She'll
find a way back home, if she has to walk
She
can stand the blisters, baby, if you can stand the talk
She
will get there; yes, she will get through
She
will touch the sky and get lost inside the blue
She
will dream this dream with you
She
will come alive inside the blue
EXPOSURE
©2006
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
Oh,
I want to write, but I don't know what to say;
I
feel so exposed that I just want to run away
Run
away and hide just for a little while
This
is what I wanted, but I think I'm in denial
'Cause
it's right here in my face and I don't like it very much
It's
like a bony finger reaching out to touch me
In
the very soul of who I've come to be
I
think I liked it better when I'm a mystery
But,
hey, here I am and I guess I have to learn to
Take
on all the glory and patch up all the burns
They'll
come around, I know it; I can see them there
I
think I liked it better hiding on the stair
Yes,
it's right here in my face and I don't like the glare
It
haunts me like the ghost of a burning red-hot flare
I
know I should be brave and I should gather it all up
Into
a little place where I can drink it from a cup
Instead
of drowning in this barrel of solitary fear
I
should be glad of this
I
should be glad of this
I
should be glad of this
But
it's so invasively near
It's
funny when you get what you're wishing for,
You
think it will be easy but it opens up a door
And
I think I liked it better when all the locks were thrown
They
kept me safe and warm when I was alone
So
I stand here front and center, shaking at the knees,
Hoping
that you understand this is only me
I'm
just like the rest of you, holding on to dreams,
And
holding on to everything between
It's
right here in my face and I don't like the glare
It
haunts me like the ghost of a burning red-hot flare
But
this is what I wanted, all the world to see,
I
just didn't realize that you'd be looking into me
All
I'm really doing is holding onto dreams
All
I'm really doing is holding onto dreams
Holding
onto dreams
LET
IT FLOW
©2006
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
It's
a cold stone; it's a heavy weight,
Iit's
an evil tide that floods this gate
I
don't care, wash over me; let it flow
I
thought I could, I think I can,
Right
now I don't understand
I
don't care, lie to me; let it flow
If
I could, I'd wish for this; if I could, I'd run away
If
I could, I'd ask you to tell me why I feel this way
'Cause
it's a loose rope, it's a tight space;
Do
I want to run this race?
I
don't care, run over me; let it flow
It's
a sharp rock; it's a pebbled path;
Sometimes
it's a belly laugh
I
don't care, walk with me; let it flow
If
I could, I'd wish for this; if I could, I'd run away
If
I could, I'd ask you to tell me why I feel this way
Little
spaces here inside are empty now;
Little
races with the tide just cut me down
Cut
me down and make me bleed
Baby,
can you bandage me?
'Cause
it's a hard road; it's a hurricane,
Do
you even know my name?
I
don't care, come with me; let it flow
Yeah,
it's a hard road; it's a free dance,
You
bare your soul for just a chance
I
don't care, dance with me; let it flow
I
don't care, come dance with me; let it flow
IT'S
ALL RIGHT
©2006
Carey Colvin and Granger Helvey (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
A
father's hand to hold you up, a father's smile to brighten yours
Turn
the pages of the years to make it through this door
For
in this history you see faces gazing from the past,
Pictures
lined up in a frame of times that always last
And
it's all right to cry; it's all right to wonder why,
It's
all right to say goodbye
For
the brightest ones of all shine in the mirror's frame
The
legacy of this man are the ones who bear his name
From
the angels' wings you'll hear the heartbeat of his love
From
the heavens down to you when times seem so rough
And
it's all right to cry; it's all right to wonder why,
It's
all right to say goodbye
Time
will ease these desperate hours and bring him home to you
You'll
reach the other side one day, but now you're going through
And
the brightest ones of all shine in the mirror's frame
The
children that reflect, the ones who still remain,
These
three pearls of his refrain
And
it's all right to cry; it's all right to wonder why,
It's
all right to say goodbye
It's
all right to say goodbye
LOVE
HAVE MERCY
©2006
Carey Colvin and Granger Helvey (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
Hit
another speed bump, thought things were going fine,
'Cause
I've got your heart; you've got mine
Baby,
you're the one I really trust,
You'd
think love would have mercy on us
We've
been trying hard to navigate the ups and downs of love;
Every
now and then things can be a little tough
There's
a hole in my pocket and a world in flux,
You'd
think love would have mercy on us
You'd
think love would have some mercy, give us both a chance,
To
hold on and let us do our dance
Love
should pave the way 'stead of buckling up the road,
I
won't go anywhere without your hand to hold
Yeah,
we could hang it up, and go our separate ways,
But
that would be too easy and I am here to stay
Honey,
I won't make a fuss,
You'd
think love would have mercy on us
I
believe in love, I believe in you,
If
love will have some mercy, then we can make it through
'Cause
baby, we've been through enough,
Let's
hope love will have mercy on us
Well,
honey, you're the one I trust,
Let's
hope love will have mercy
Yeah,
darlin', we've been through enough,
Let's
hope love will have mercy on us
LITTLE
BLIND FISH
David
Crosby & Jeff Pevar ©1998 Stay Straight Music (BMI), Peeved
Music (BMI)
Used
by permission
Little
blind fish in a wide river
Sayin',
who is the gift and who is the giver?
Is
it a matter of choice where you go?
Does
it give you a voice just to know?
You're
here, you're here,
That
you're here
Little
blind fish staring at a mirror,
Saying
how far can you see, are you getting any nearer?
Little
blind bird, sitting in a tree
Singing
this is the end now, can't you see?
It's
all gone, solid gone
It's
all gone, solid gone
Little
blind fox, sitting in a box
Saying
this is an open space and it has no locks
Tattered
old lion lying' in a cage,
Bit
off his own leg in a rage
In
a rage,
In
a rage; in a rage
Little
blind fish in a wide river,
Sayin',
who is the gift and who is the giver?
Is
it a matter of choice where you go?
Does
it give you a voice just to know?
You're
here,
You're
here
PENNY
TO MY NAME
©1991
Roger Henderson (BMI) (p)Blix Street Music (ASCAP)
Used
by permission
Bill
and I got married following our firstborn,
Daddy
left this gas and convenience store just before he died
And
I was only nineteen when I had my third baby
Sometimes
I think maybe I should have left here long ago
Travelers
are stopping by; check their oil and their P.S.I.,
Gas
up and away they fly, movin' down the line
But
this beat up truck and worn out shoes
Always
giving me the blues,
Billy's
suckin' down the booze nearly every night
I
never seen the city lights, how they must shine so bright
Not
like this country night, the sky's black as coal
And
in this gas station mountain home,
Not
a thing to call my own
How
I wish I was alone with a penny to my name
Strangers
say this mountain here is beautiful beyond compare
But
it's just a dumb old mountain there, I see it every day
If
I could see sunset skies, over fields of grain or ocean tides
A
city skyline in the night, I'd be dancing 'til the dawn
I
never seen the city lights, how they must shine so bright
Not
like this country night, the sky's black as coal
And
in this gas station mountain home,
Not
a thing to call my own
How
I wish I was alone with a penny to my name
Bill
and I got married following our first born,
Daddy
let this gas and convenience store just before he died
Maybe
Bill and I someday will find a chance to get away
Until
then it's here I'll stay, wishing on a star
I
never seen the city lights, how they must shine so bright
Not
like this country night, the sky's black as coal
And
in this gas station mountain home,
Not
a thing to call my own
How
I wish I was alone with a penny to my name
ANGEL
FROM MONTGOMERY
John
Prine ©1971 WB Music Corp. O/B/O Walden Music, Inc.
Used
By Permission
I
am an old woman, named after my mother;
My
old man is another child that's grown old
If
dreams were thunder, lightning were desire,
This
old house would have burned down a long time ago
Make
me an angel that flies from Montgomery
Make
me a poster of an old rodeo
Just
give me one thing that I can hold on to
To
believe in this living it's a hard way to go
When
I was a young girl, I had me a cowboy;
He
weren't much to look at, just a free ramblin' man
But
that was a long time, and no matter how I try,
The
years they roll by like a broken down dam
Make
me an angel that flies from Montgomery
Make
me a poster of an old rodeo
Just
give me one thing that I can hold on to
To
believe in this living it's a hard way to go
There's
flies in the kitchen, I can hear them buzzin'
I
ain't done nothin' since I woke up today
How
the hell can a person go to work in the morning;
Come
home in the evening and have nothing to say
Make
me an angel that flies from Montgomery
Make
me a poster of an old rodeo
Just
give me one thing that I can hold on to
To
believe in this living it's a hard way to go
CRIES
OF ANGELS
Jennifer
Stills & Chris Seefried ©2003 by Songs Of Peer, Ltd. and
Mrs. Robinson Music (ASCAP)/Peermusic Ltd. and Star Eden Songs (BMI)
All
administrative rights for Mrs. Robinson Music controlled by Songs Of
Peer, Ltd.
All
administrative rights for Star Eden Songs controlled by Peermusic Ltd.
Used
By Permission All Rights Controlled
The
sun went down beyond the rim
And
I long to feel the desert wind on my skin
What
will this day give me but rain,
And
my mother's earth, she falls, she falls to shame
Lay
upon me, night and day
Feed
my hunger, oh make me stay
Man
shall take her beauty's eye,
Unhappy
plaids they fill, they fill the skies
But
if you turn your waters wild,
I'll
drown my sorrow for a little while
Lay
upon me, night and day
Feed
my hunger, oh make me stay
And
the cries of angels will rescue me,
The
cries of angels are gonna wash me clean
Never
lose the need to be held by something;
I
never want to see you bleed or be left for nothing
Now
there's no Jesus to walk on your water blue,
There's
no redemption unless it's inside of you
All
your lovers, they've gone, they've gone away
You
ain't got nothin' left to do but get on your knees, and pray
Lay
upon me, night and day
Feed
my hunger, oh make me stay
And
the cries of angels will rescue you,
The
cries of angels are gonna see you through
Cries
of angels, cries of angels, cries of angels hear you
BLACKTOP
©1997
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
I
got a bottle of water with bubbles inside
I
get a little thirsty on this long, hot ride
Something
inside me tugs at the road
Sweet
solitude and somewhere to go
White
lines, headlights, blacktop's fine
Up
on the hill is a neon sign
Outskirts,
city limits, out the other side
I'm
going somewhere in my own sweet time
I
get excited with wind in my hair
Got
the radio on and an inflatable spare
Window's
down and my foot's on the gas
I'm
going somewhere and I'm going there fast
Hit
another rest stop, pull in for a while,
The
guy at the gas pump gives me a smile
Look
over my shoulder and give him a wave
I'm
going somewhere and I'm going today
I
get excited with wind in my hair
Got
the radio on and an inflatable spare
Window's
down and my foot's on the gas
I'm
going somewhere and I'm going there fast
Which
way shall I go, head out where the wind blows
This
way, that way, any way at all
Doesn't
matter which way, doesn't matter any way,
When
I hear the wind call
Well,
I get excited with wind in my hair
Got
the radio on and an inflatable spare
Window's
down and my foot's on the gas
I'm
going somewhere and I'm going there fast
I
got a bottle of water with bubbles inside
I
get a little thirsty on this long, hot ride
Something
inside me tugs at the road
Sweet
solitude and somewhere to go
THIN
LINE
©1998
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
There's
been a change, but I don't care
You
can have the fame; I'll keep the clothes to wear
There's
something wrong with this thin line
You
can cross it if you want to, but I don't have the time
Yeah
it's a thin line, it's a balance beam
When
it's life on the edge, sometimes you split the seams
It's
a thin line when you live your dreams
So
go on, baby, do your thing
I
don't mind the echo, except when it's in my ear
It's
a little too much when you stand so near
There's
been a change, I've seen it coming now
I
didn't like the way that it all went down
Yeah
it's a thin line, it's a balance beam
When
it's life on the edge, sometimes you split the seams
It's
a thin line when you live your dreams
So
go on, baby, do your thing
You
can have it all, but you can't have me
You
can make the call and get what you need
You
can have it all but you can't have,
No,
you can't have me
Yeah
it's a thin line, it's a balance beam
When
it's life on the edge, sometimes you split the seams
It's
a thin line when you live your dreams
So
go on, baby, do your thing
(it's
a) Thin line, it's a balance beam
When
it's life on the edge, sometimes you split the seams
It's
a thin line when you live your dreams
So
go on, baby, do your thing
BEACH
TOWN
©1994
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
When
I left these drifting sands,
I
never meant to stay away
Didn't
turn out like I planned,
Somehow
things got out of hand
But
I'll be back again someday to this beach town
You
know he broke my world apart,
I've
never, ever been the same
He
shattered, scattered all the sparks
That
he started in my heart
But
a part of me remains in this beach town
My
heart lies in the sugar sands
Where
emerald waters tease the land
In
the wild and sultry summer nights
I
was riding in the wind, calls me back again
I
returned to memories,
To
people that were on my mind
Stood
out in the ocean breeze
And
listened to the harmonies
Of
seagulls singing in the sky in this beach town
My
heart lies in the sugar sands
Where
emerald waters tease the land
In
the wild and sultry summer nights
I
was riding in the wind, calls me back again
SUNRISE
IN YOUR EYES
©
1986 Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
Evening
starlight fading, you're holding me so tight
You've
reached down and touched my soul
You
kiss me with a sleepy smile,
I've
never been held like this before
When
I've got you by my side, this world looks better
And
I don't know why you make me feel this way
But
somehow the sun looked so much brighter
When
I woke up in your arms today
When
you're lying next to me, I feel so good
I
feel like I've got wings to fly the skies
Something,
it makes me want to love you
When
I see the sunrise in your eyes
Early
morning sunbeams, they woke me from my dreams
And
touched your face in the dawning light
Sunshine
came and found me
With
the man who held me through the night&ldots;
With
the man who held me through the night
When
you're lying next to me, I feel so good
I
feel like I've got wings to fly the skies
Something,
it makes me want to love you
When
I see the sunrise in your eyes&ldots;
When
I see the sunrise in your eyes
SOFT
SIDE OF ME
©
1994 Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
How
can I turn to you, you're not the key
I'm
lost in the throes of my uncertainty
You
came to me, but I let you in
Should've
turned you away, not let this begin
But
I melt in your fire, it's the passion I need,
Oh,
baby, you touch the soft side of me
Well,
I feel a hunger in the depths of my soul
Think
to myself, "don't lose your control"
Splintered
and shattered, alone in the night
Oh,
baby, can this be right?
Oh,
baby, will you hold me tonight?
We're
tangled in passion; I want you so bad
We
wrestle our hearts over loves we have had
Don't
let me love you; I'll never break free
Oh,
baby, you touch the soft side of me
Oh,
baby, you touch the soft side of me
You
touch the, you touch the soft side of me
THE
DISTANCE WALL
©1998
Carey Colvin & Granger Helvey (p) Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
You
and I, we have our reasons for this distance wall
The
footing still holds solid, but there are ghosts inside these halls
I
can feel the tension building, I can't seem to break the ice
Something's
keeping me from taking my own advice
Can
I surrender my heart to you
Can
we reach the other side of this attitude
Can
we love like we used to do
Would
you remember if I needed you
If
I could find the answer, I would know the truth
I
chased it down so many roads in my reckless youth
I
don't mean to shut you out, you know I want to let you in
But
time just makes it harder and I can't seem to begin
To
surrender my heart to you
To
reach the other side of this attitude
To
love like we used to do
Would
you remember if I needed you
The
silence roars like thunder, and the road that was so smooth
Is
filled with rocks and boulders that trip my every move
And
the echoes in the hallway make me scared to pass the door
All
the boards are creaking when I'm walking on this floor
Well
I used to be so brave, I'd go charging right on in
Now
I don't know what to say to let you come back in
So
I keep walking down this hall, fighting all these ghosts
That
keep trying to trip me up when it's you I love the most
Maybe
just a little patience is the answer we both need
If
I believe in you, and if you believe in me
I
would surrender my heart to you
We
could reach the other side of this attitude
We
could love like we used to do
You
would remember if I needed you
Yeah,
you would remember if I needed you
REFUGEE
©
1997 Carey Colvin (p) Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
I
am just a refugee, I have nothing left
I
tried so hard to hold on to the heart I thought was best
Now
we're running wild, and there's no one here to tame
The
reckless souls that turned the other way
I
am just a refugee, straggling down the road
Wondering
at the circumstance that cut me off so cold
Standing
at the crossroads, we went our different ways
You
in desperation, and me, I cannot say
So
I'm riding down the highway, I'm walking on the line
On
the edge of inspiration, on the borderline
I
know we're only human, but it cannot be excused
We
put each other through such desperate abuse
We
wrestled and we wrangled, we talked into the night
But
no matter what we said, it still just wasn't right
I
could've stayed in heaven, but to me it was a hell
And
all the angels' wings, they didn't serve me well
So
I'm riding down the highway, I'm walking on the line
On
the edge of inspiration, on the borderline
Yes,
I'm riding down the highway, I'm walking on the line
On
the edge of inspiration, on the borderline
On
the borderline&ldots;
FRAGILE
HEARTS
©1994
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
We
sat in the darkness by the empty bar
Spilling
all the feelings in our fragile hearts
You
told me you need to be alone,
You
didn't tell me anything I didn't know
So
I went home and cried myself to sleep
Over
love inside your arms you won't let me keep
Oh,
but I have seen the fear inside your eyes
Reflected
in the tears that live in mine
So
I will hold my heart away from you
If
that's what you want me to do
I
will hold the love I feel so deep inside
And
I won't let you see me when I cry
I
know you hold my love so close to you
You
know I hold your gentle heart so closely, too
Oh,
but your confusion's drowning me
I
only want your loving arms surrounding me
So
sometime in the night when you're alone
Or
in the crowded bars and by a telephone
Call
me if you have a smile to share
Call
me just to let me know that you're still there
And
I will hold my heart away from you
If
that's what you want me to do
I
will hold the love I feel so deep inside
And
I won't let you see me when I cry
I
will hold the softness of your gentle eyes
And
I won't let you see me when I cry
I
WOULD GIVE ANYTHING
©1997
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
There's
not a complicated moment that doesn't run my life,
There's
not another cry for time that I can ignore tonight
I'm
longing for a lifeline, a little solitude
Just
a moment in the sun with you
I
can hear the thunder, I can smell the rain,
There's
nothing i'd like better than to hold you close again
But
people tugging at me don't leave too much to spare,
Sometimes
you will find me just pulling out my hair
Used
to be just you and me, time complicates the lines
I
long for just a little peace with you in my arms
Listening
to the crickets sing, I would give anything
I've
got this kid tugging at me; that one wants me, too
I
feel just like that woman who made a house out of a shoe
I
want a little glory, just a little time,
Just
a moment in the sun that's mine.....
I
watch my hands age, listen to the angels' rage,
I
watch the clouds go by, I watch the time fly; I can't catch it....
Used
to be just you and me, time complicates the lines
I
long for just a little peace with you in my arms
Listening
to the crickets sing, I would give anything
GURU
BLUES
©
1995 Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
I
was just seventeen, didn't know anything
Thought
I could change the world with your love around me
I
didn't know back then how time could change a man
I
was a foolish girl, thought love would surround me
You
came and went your way and I waited most every day
Listening
for the sound of your car in the drive
But
you were in Newport News, playing the guru blues
Spouting
your wisdom to the stars in the sky
You
changed my life, it seemed; I saw you in every dream
I
lived for the moment when you'd come around
But
it was only a fairy tale that didn't turn out too well
It
crumbled to ashes and it fell to the ground
Like
the face of the summer moon, you waxed and you waned
You'd
blow in like a gust of wind, then blow right back out again,
Chasing
your fortune and your fame
I'm
older and wiser now and you're somewhere in the south
Catering
parties and living your life
And
I'm happy where I am, in the arms of a loving man
Surrounded
by children and the music I write
But
somewhere in time there is the magic of your first kiss
I
loved with abandon, with stars in my eyes
And
it makes a nice memory, our moments in history
Will
be with me all of my life
And
like the face of the summer moon, I light up the night
The
sound of my children's play fills up my every day
And
I've found the man to love all of my life
I
was just seventeen, I thought I knew everything
I
was grasping at moments that i never could hold
But
time has a way, it seems, of sorting out what love means
And
of telling us which way we should go
GULF
OF MEXICO
©1994
Carey Colvin (p)Raspberry Sun Music (BMI)
Back
when I was just nineteen, and running with the flow
I
had a little two-room house on the Gulf of Mexico
With
beaches like white sugar right in my back yard
The
moon played on the water while I played my guitar
My
heart lives on the Gulf of Mexico
And
I still have my old beat up blue jeans
Every
now and then, my heart remembers when
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